November 18, 2012

Hmm. Wait. Something doesn't seem right.
It goes like this..
My friend has a crush on someone. Something more than just a crush. Maybe love? Haha.
And her crush... now has a crush on me. That guy doesn't know that my friend likes him. I feel guilty for that because he's her crush and that person likes me. Awkward. :(( But what if........ NO NO NO. I shouldn't let something happen right? We'll just be ... friends right? Friends? And besides.. I'd be really shy towards his family because it seems like his family is really close to her ex-girlfriend. How lucky. I'D REALLY REALLY BE SHY... Unless they like me too. I don't want them comparing us. OH WAIT WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING. IT'S NOT YET COMING TO THAT POINT lol.
Anyway.. should I lie to myself? I always feel happy whenever I talk to him (chat and text). He always makes me laugh and smile. I also feel comfortable talking to him though we just met each other 3 days ago. Lol. And I always think of him. I'm always day dreaming about him. Sucks. BOO. And of course I didn't forget about the agreement my friends and I made. He asked me if I'd allow him to court me.. As an answer, I said we should be friends first. It's good if we start as friends right? And I want him to know more about me first before courting me because he might regret his plan. I don't want that to happen. And I want to know more about him as well.
Let's just see what would happen next.
Anyway, if you're curious if he's good looking.. Well, at first I said, NO or maybe not that good looking. Lol. But when we started to get close to each other, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I don't know whyyyyy :')

[TAGALOG] My dream guy?

I'll say this in tagalog so I could express myself better. If you couldn't understand, then leave my page. JOKE! :-)))

So here are the following qualities you should have to win my heart! Lol just kidding :-)))
1. Suplado- gusto ko yung suplado sa ibang girls, pero pagdating sa akin, sweet siya. Gets? Ayoko kasing malandi eh. Lol. Pero diba mas naaattract yung iba kapag suplado yung guy? Lol bahala sila.
2. Gwapo- Yiiieeee. Aminin. Sino ba naman ng ayaw ng hindi gwapong boyfriend? Lol. Minsan, ang pangit sa paningin niyo, gwapo sa akin. Minsan malakas lang talaga appeal nila, diba?
3. Loves to surprise me- Exciting kaya kapag sinusurprise ka ng taong mahal mo! Kahit simple lang. I love surprises!
4. Protective- I need someone who'd protect me. Basta alam niyo na yun okay?
5. Makulit. Kengkoy- Gusto ko ng kakulitaaaan! Makulit din ako eh :-) Masarap tumawa ng tumawa. Ayoko ng puro kadramahan ang buhay kahit minsan. Dapat makapal yung mukha! Di mahihiya sa pamilya ko.
6. Binebeybi ako- from the root word 'baby'. Haha. Tagalog spelling. Ayun. Di naman sa binebeybi talaga, pero parang ganun na rin turing sa akin. Gulo noh? HAHA. Bahala kayo. Pero di naman yung OA na alaga sa akin. Di naman ako baldado noh.
7. Marunong makiramdam-alam niya sana kung kelan ako malungkot, naiinis, nagtatampo, nagseselos.. ganun. Tapos pag alam niya na, gagawa siya ng paraan para mapasaya ako. Ang saya lang diba?
8. Supportive- kailangan ko ng supporter, lol okay? HAHAHA joke lang :-)) Kasi ako, mejo mahina ang loob minsan, kaya ayuuun. Gusto ng taong pinapalakas ang loob ko. Pero sa bagay, basta anjan siya sa tabi ko, lalakas na loob ko. Chos!
9. Mabait ang parents-ayoko ng strict eh. Mahiyain pa naman ako..
10. Sweet- ayoko ng sobrang sweet. Gusto ko lang ng pinapakilig ako paminsan-minsan. Pero mas gusto kong ako yung nagpapakilig sa kanya :-))
11. Good body- uyy di naman sa bastos ako ah? lol. Pero prefer ko yung may konting muscles :-)))
12. Marunong pumorma- Yiiieee. Gusto ko ng cool pumorma. At gusto ko yung bagay yung specs sa kanya. Choosy? Joke lang. Kahit di na yun :-))



Hindi pa final 'to ha. Things change, and my feelings change too! Lol gumaganun? Pero it doesn't necessarily mean na lahat 1-12 ay nasa iisang tao lang. Imposible kaya yun, diba? Haha. Atleast numbers 1, 2, 5, 7, 9, 12. Hehe :-)))
Di ako choosy nuh! Try niyo kaya magparamdam. Apply kayo sa akin! PM me! Lol.