A day with him!

Yesterday, we filmed for our MV parody, No Other. Oh wait, should I tell the whole story? Okay not anymore, everyone knows how complicated I am when I tell stories.
We were with Michael Sam, my former classmate when we were in Grade 1. He's now studying in Colegio de Naic. I was just starstrucked yesterday, I love his eyes and his hair. Lol. He was pretty tall too. I was so shyyyy. Well everyone was.  :D And forgot to tell you guys, Michael Sam is now popular in the internet. He's better known as Sam Lee. It was really an honor to do it with him. YAYYY. Thank you, Michael Sam, Ferlyn, and his best friend, Zarah.
Our venue was in Thea's house. The whole After Shock was present, except for Joy. They kept on contacting her to come, but in the end, she didn't. We then replaced her with Thea. Thea really helped us A LOT. It was Thea's house, she even pulled out some persons to help us too. Thea's family was really kind. Ugh. How are we even supposed to thank them? I REALLY WANT TO THANK VITAL FAMILY.
It was really awkward filming the MV. We were not close with the guy. And the my scene with him, was the most 'fail' one for me.. I am really a bad actress. I don't know how to act. Sorry AS, sorry Michael Sam.   :(
Everyone did a great job except for me. Great!

I'll just post photos next time.

Math Jingle

We had the Math Festival last Friday, September 28.
I was included in the Math Jingle. I shouldn't be, but they included me. Lol.
Then yeah, last Thursday, we practiced the whole day. It was really exhausting.  Something even happened during that day, but I won't tell it :D

Math Jingle.
I was really nervous when it was nearly our turn. My mouth was already dry, which shouldn't really happen because I was supposed to do something. During that time, my body was so stiff because of nervousness. I did what I am supposed to do, unfortunately, it didn't turned out well :(( My voice wasn't loud enough for everyone to hear because of my dry mouth. And yeah, we were like kids with our faces because of our hairstyle. It was cute, though. I made a few mistakes as well. That was so not good really. I was in front. Ahhhhh. Really embarrassing. But in general, I think our performance turned out well. As a result, we were 2nd place. I was a bit disappointed and guilty at the same time, because I joined them. Thinking of, 'What if I didn't join them? Maybe Seniors would be the champion'. Ughhh.

I'm the one in the middle, standing. Lol.

SMTOWN JAKARTA YOONHAE MOMENTS OMG I LOVE YOU.

PYROTECHNICS... OMG WE ARE ALL HAPPY RIGHT NOW.. SHOWING AFFECTION TOGETHER DURING THE SMTOWN CONCERT OMG ARE YOU BACK YOONHAE?? ♥
GUYS AREN'T YOU BELIEVING IT YET? THEY WERE ALREADY SHOWING TOO MUCH!!

Fan Accounts~

YoonHae MomentSSSS @SMTown Jakarta

[FANACC] this is the full story of yoonhae last night. I was way too excited and couldnt tell a proper story so here you go: 120922 when the ‘hope’ intro came out, i could see yoona and some other artists (snsd sj shinee if im not mistaken) were a first one who appeared on stage. I was already observing her from the beginning bc i wanted to capture some of her moments with other artists (i ship her with almost everyone, tbh lol). I saw her with sooyoung smiling laughing waving to fans. My eyes went to other soshi members for a couple of seconds and when i saw her again she was talking with jessica and i didnt see hae around her at that tinw. Then exo kids took me away from her ;~; so i forgot either yoona walked towards hae or vice versa but i saw hae only like one meter away from her!!!!! Eunhyuk (or someone from sj shinee dbsk? Lol i forgot) was standing between them so hae-hyuk(?)-yoon made a v shape. I was like OMG HAE YOU ARE SO EFFING CLOSE TO HER AND YOU DONT HAVE ANYONE B/W YOU AND HER, PLEASE TALK TO HER OR DO STH OR IDK WHATEVER. And it was maybe bc all of your prayers, fellow pyros :P both of them came closer towards another and talking laughing giggling together OMGGGG. I was hoping yoona will walked to the other stage with hae but my mind went blank for a couple of secs (BC I SAW YOON FREAKING HAE HAPPENED GOSSHHH) and when i saw yoona again, hae wasnt there and she walked with hyuk in the end. After yoona walked, i ran to the right side so i could see the center stage clearly. My eyes went straight to yoong and i saw her holding a bottle water about to open the bottle to splash someone while laughing and it was HAE!!!!! Omgggg but she didnt and gave the bottle instead (or she put it down? I forgot sorry). She saw hae was holding a bottle water (took her bottle water?) and i could see hae was ready to splash her XD but she ran away from him and i was like LEE DONGHAE GO CATCH HER NOW AND SPLASH HER PLEASE. And yayyyyy he ran and tried to catch her and that looks like a scene from romantic movie for me lol ♥♥♥♥ hae didnt splash her in the end but im still very very happy and yes both of them totally made my day n_n♡ (c) Fanyssi

And, when I look accidently at them I see they Yoona play ballon and Hae was catch the ballon for her.. The point is they play ballon together.

cr; @DiAyA8894

I went to the concert and I kept eyeing on them.. From beginning to the end of Hope they always together!! 

A lot of YoonHae moments at the ending!!

too bad my camera were off so I couldn’t film it, but I’m sure there’ll be a fancam of them they really like a happy couple. And if I’m not mistaken donghae even hold yoona shoulder at the ending!!

cr; ‏@nikenamandari 

“There was YoonHae moment ;A; I recorded it xD  :) Donghae tried to splash a water on Yoona and she ran away and and hae tried to catch her ;A;”

cr; ‏@madedidu

During encore. Hyuk played with Yoong. And after that donghae flushed yoong with water>w< 

cr; @Lvhanad 

”yes! Haha I’m so happy can see them. I see yoong bring a towel, then hae so fun play with yoong towel and they laugh.”

 cr; @rara981124 

”I’VE GOT ONE MOMENTS AGAIN!! SO, WHEN YOONHAE TALK TO EACH OTHER YOONA ORDERED DONGHAE TO LOOKING SOMETHING~!! there’s a fancam too!! And maybe he will upload the video tomorrow :) keep calm pyros~^^

cr;  @YoongHwae_Indo

 ”I saw yoona and donghae at the back of stage… Laughing…. “

cr;  @woonxian

“but at least I saw him stealing glances at yoong when he passed her at the main stage <3”

cr; @eunsihaes

I'm getting addicted to CNBLUE again..

Seriously guyssss. This Korean band is just so ozum. Even my non KPOP friends like them coz they are just so cooool. And their songs are just great! They sing English songs, even fluent in Nihonggo. Everyone of them can sing well. :))

Jung Yonghwa | leader, lead vocalist, guitarist

~emotional~

Lee Jonghyun | lead guitarist, vocalist

~burning~

Lee Jungshin | bassist, vocalist

~untouchable~

Kang Minhyuk | drummer

~lovely~

CNBLUE

Just a bit sad today..

We had our Spanish class. Some students were asked to conjugate verbs in the past tense form. Since it was taking quite a long time and no one was getting the answer yet, some students were told to help the ones answering in the board. I was asked to help Marcson, the one got the highest grade in Spanish from our batch. At first I thought that I was so lucky since there's a great possibility that his answers will be correct. Yes, his answers only, since I also don't know answers. And lucky enough, his answers were really correct. Among all, 'we' were the only ones who got it right. Ma'am gave us 100. I was thinking that I definitely don't deserve that grade, since I was of no help to Marcson at all. I am worried because my classmates all got 50 while I, who didn't do anything to help Marcson, got 100. I think my classmates would all think that that's unfair. And they might hate me for that :((

Not Enough..

I keep on practicing No Other until now, still I can't perform the steps well. The way I look at it seems like I'm having a hard time dancing. Lol. Sorry but I am not a good dancer. Not a good singer as well. Where am I good at, anyway? I'lle try harder. Fighting!

YoonHae

Seriously guys, I think YOONHAE should really be REAL. It would be nice if they are really dating. I would be happier. :))) They look so good together, both are good-looking.

Yayyyyy!

A LOT were excused from classes today until Thursday because they are preparing for the school's Science Fair to be held on Friday. So yeaaah. As expected, we were not doing much. Teachers just leave seatworks for us to do.. Hehe. FUN! ♥ 

We were so noisy inside the jeep on our way home. We were really really noisy. We never stopped talking. It's really fun to be with them. I was with Rexson, Camille, Shynne, Airah, Chachi, and Menggay in the jeep. At first we thought that there would be no more jeeps to ride on but they asked the other jeepney driver if there would still be another jeep that'd come. He said yes. And there, we waited for soooooo long. We almost gave up, but fortunately, a jeep came by. We immediately went inside the jeep. And our journey started. 

I feel like..

changing my background. Lol. Next time, if I have time to edit. Or maybe later :P

Mehehe.

KYUHAE COLLECTION

Everything's alright now..

We've talked last night, and yeah.. I think we've become our old selves again. Or maybe just me.. I hope there will be no more conflicts..

Continuation..

slr. kakatapos lang maglaro...
ok naiintindihan kita...
unang una, ndi ako naasar dahil mahilig ka sa kpop.
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ikaw ang pipiliin ko, hindi si kim.
marami na rin tayong napagsamamahn, mapangit kung itatapos na lang natin. tska ampangit kung bigla na lang kitang ipagpapalit kay kim...
kasalanan ko na nahulog ako kay kim, at mali yung mga ginawa ko kaya ndi ko na lang pagpapatuloy...
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ang gusto ko na lang mangyari...


ganito...
cge nirerespeto ko yung sinabi mo na hindi mo matutmbasan yung pagmamahal na binibigay ni kim saken..
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at hindi naman kita iiwan ng dahil lang dun...
high school pa lang naman tayo...
naiintindihan mo ba yung point ko?
uhm pwede namang hindi tayo o hindi muna tayo nagpaparamdam lagi sa isa't isa...
marami pa tayong iniintinding bagay...
unang una na yung research...
kaya ang gusto kong mangyari., yung nangyayari na lang nung mga nakaraang buwan... parang dati lang...
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kahit tinginan lang tayo, bihira lang na magkasama, chat lang nkakapag-usap.., masaya naman tayo diba... ndi rin naman cguro nkakasira ng studies kc,nagtutulungnan naman tayo dun, sa mga assignment...
yun... maintindihan mo sana

Uhmm.

FIRST TEXT
uhhmmm....
FIESTA. diba pinipilit kita nun na magpunta samen pero ayaw mo kasi nahihiya ka. nabadtrip ako sayo nun kasi naman mag-iisang taon na tayong magkakilala e mahiyain ka pa rin saken...

SECOND TEXT
simula nun, tinest kita.
tinignan ko kung magpaparamdam ka ba simula nun, hindi ako nagpaparamdam nun diba?
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yun... hindi ka na talaga nagpaparamdam, unti-unting pumapasok sa isip ko na ayoko na, suko nako, pagod nako, pansin ko rin kasi paulit ulit na lang lagi ang nangyayari e...

THIRD TEXT </3
hanggang sa dumating na sa point na ayoko na talaga.
pagkatapos nun biglaan na lang akong nagkakafeelings kay kim.
nung nangyari na nga yun, sakto naman sakto naman at nagparamdam ka na saken, nung nag-pm ka saken sa fb.
umiyak ako nung gabing yun kc, gulong-gulo na isip ko...
oo mali talaga na magkagusto ako kay kim, pero hindi ako makapagpigil ng nararamdama nun, nagpadala na lang ako, na naman haha

FOURTH TEXT </3
yung feelings ko na yun kay kim, shinare ko yun sa mga katropa ko as a secret lang.
edi syempre sabi nga nila mali nga daw yun, gago daw ako, at talaga naman haha
shinare ko kay ate trisha, nagpaaway nako. alam kong magagalit sya. sabi nya pag-isipan ko daw muna ng mabuti, mga 1 week.
si kim lng tlga nasa isip ko nung mga araw na yun, wala ako sa sarili amp....

FIFTH TEXT
kaya yun, mali ang ginagawa ko pero pinagpatuloy ko pa rin. pinormahan ko si kim. the night after mag-pm ka saken, sinabi ko na sa kanya agad.
*pero eto lilinawin ko...
ang sabi ko sa kanya, kahit may gusto ako sa kanya, walang ilangan, at FRIENDS lang kami...

SIXTH TEXT
pero eto nangyari, last tuesday, physics time, nasa math kab tayo. nagising ako ni joma.
alam mo naman yung tono nun pag nangongonsensya na parang nagjojoke lang. sabi niya "dati siya katabi mo, ngayon si jervie na. dati siya mahal mo, ngayon si kim na"
natauhan nako nun.
tulala ako nun maghapon, nag-iisip.

SEVENTH TEXT
tapos nun kinausap ko si kim, ay text lng pla...
nagsori ako, napakalaking kasalanan ang ginawa ko...
lumalabas e rebound ko lang sya...
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cnabi nya rin na nagkakagusto na sya saken (tinanong ko)
ugh nagsori ako, naiintindihan nya raw...

EIGHTH TEXT
Zyrah sorry nga din pala
sinabi mo dati na napakasama mo...
hindi naman, kung masama ka nga,
mas masama pa rin ako...
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bilib nga ako sayo kasi nakapagparamdam ka pa sakin kht ndi na kita pinapansin...

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meron pang mga kasunod na texts, pero not that important, though.


MY SIDE:
uhm. okay. i just wanna react on one thing.. yung tungkol kay kim..
ganito kasi yun.. sinabi ko kay kim dati na nagbago na siya.. natutuwa na ako kasi... parang di na siya bruha? lol sorry for the term, di ako makapag-isip eh. ayuun. tahimik na kasi siya..
tapos dati.. parang nalink din silang dalawa sa classroomm though alam nilang may something samin.. di ko na lang pinansin kasi sinabi naman sakin ni kim na may iba naman daw siya, and i trust her with that. pati si M, i trusted him.. then ayun, nawala na yung issue na yun..
tinutukso pa nga kmi dati ni kim.. kaya nawala na talaga yun ng tuluyan sa isip ko.
and one more thing, di ko na rin magawang magselos ng sobra ngayon.. di gaya dati..
then ayun nga, napansin kong bigla silang naging close.. uhm walang masyadong naging problema sakin dun kasi alam kong may kasalanan nga ako kay M, tsaka andun pa rin yung trust ko kay kim na di pwedeng mangyari yun kasi lagi kong isinisiksik na di nya magagawa yun, sinabi nya sa akin dati na may iba syang gusto.. pero habang tumatagal, nakakaramdam na ako ng kakaiba sa kanila.. pero di ko na lang talaga masyado pinapansin..
meron pa ngang instance na bigla akong napapadaan sa harap nila, tapos magkaharap sila, nakatayo, narinig ko 'pangit ka', 'mas pangit ka' .. dun... mejo... ang awkward kasi.. hello?? dumaan po ako, nasa harap niyo po ako, then ganun makikita ko? okay. di ko pa rin nagawang magalit dun, di ko na lang din pinansin.
lagi silang magkasama, magkatabi, teka, meron pang isa, naglalaro kami ng nakakatakot nun.. tapos silang dalawa lang nasa likod, nakaupo sa lapag, sobrang magkatabi.. di ko na lang ulit pinansin, hehe.
tapos isang time ulit, biglang nagtanong si ma'am de luna na kung sino raw ba nanliligaw kay kim. sabi nila si mhyllie daw, tiningnan ko mga reaksyon nila.. parang wala namang nangyari.. si mhyllie.. ano nararamdaman niya? ewan ko.. wala siguro syang pakelam. or irdk.
hindi ko na magawang magalit ng matagal sa isang tao ngayon. ewan ko ba. hehe. good for me. ewan ko. nasaktan ata ako ngayon kasi di ko akalaing magagawa yun ni kim. ugh. i don't actually hate her right now, ewan ko, baka magka-ilangan na.  and i can see na, siya rin yung gumagawa ng way para magkalapit sila ni M. uhm. idk if it's a sin. pero no strings attached on both sides. di kami ni M, di rin ATA sila ni Mhyllie. so idk. you decide.
as for M, mejo.. nadisappoint lang ako, naisip ko na rin na pwedeng mangyari yun, na magsasawa na siya, pero nagawa nya talga. ewan ko.. di ko na alam kung anong mangyayari.

KPOP. I need to watch some funny sj vids. need to make myself happy..

I'm Sorry but ughh.

Is that DBSK?? They're not even smiling, not supporting their labelmates.

Look at Super Junior now, they always party hard every performance of different groups, whether it's their labelmate or not. But seeing this, it makes me disappointed with DBSK. But hey, I have nothing against them. Just saying :/

This was their performance for that day when they had the fight :D

Super Junior's fight. Lol.

Part 1 . Part 2

It just all started with Donghae's prank. Lol. Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Shindong, and Yesung were involved. :))) Watch thiiiis.

Something.

I just remembered telling him before that it's better if he'd not computerize his projects like LSBs.. Then he told me that the second quarter, he'll try doing what I said. So... yeah.. let's see if he still remembers it. And see if he still cares. But I don't think he does, anyway.

Me *u*