3 days

December 23, 2012
    He went to our house with Shynne. They stayed there for like an hour or an hour and a half? maybe. lol. And yeaaah. That night was MAGICAL :'))) I'll not mention why. But :)))))))))))))))))))))) OKAY THAT'S IT.

December 25, 2012
    Okay so it was not planned. He just suddenly texted me if we could go out together. And I was super nervous when I was asking my mom if she could allow me. We watched a movie together. And... another happy night :)))

December 27, 2012
     SOMETHING JUST HAPPENED SO UNEXPECTED. I told him that it's better if we see each other for the last time before we go to Bicol. But yea, maybe it was fate. We saw each other in the bus on our way to SM Bacoor. WE RODE THE SAME BUS. He was with his brother. And yeaaaaaa. Whyyyyyyyyyyy did that happen?

That night.

December 19..
   Everything was already planned. Christian, Gary, and him went to our school. We all rode a jeepney going home. Okay to sum it all up, we went to Jollibee and he bought a Milo Blast for me :')) We went to our house and everything that happened next was just awesome. I kept on punching him, he was tickling me. We also touch each other's hands. But yeaaaaaaaa. I was just so happy that time. He also wiped my sweat with his handkerchief. IT WAS JUST SO SWEET :') He also kept on touching my face, my chin. We also pinch each other's cheeks!!

And ... for the first time... I said I love you.. personally.. sajdhflaksjdhglakjhg.

THAT WAS ONE MAGICAL NIGHT.

SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED...

Let's start with ...

December 5, 2012

 Since Rikki Mae, Airah, Jhudz, and I were already done with our defense... I asked them if we could go to Jollibee and buy Milo Blast (since it's OUR favorite). Shynne went with us. And yeaaah. Something unexpected happened. I didn't know that HE'll go and celebrate with us as well. I  wasn't prepared lol. When we're about to go home, Shynne asked me if HE could accompany me home. I asked if Jhudz can go with us as well. It's okay but, JHUDZ hesitated! Then yeah, I went home riding his motor. I am really scared riding a motor because I am not used to it. But I have trust on HIM, soooo :))) I told my mom and my sister about it. 

December 6, 2012

  We went home late because we attended the talk.. He suddenly texted me and asked if he could accompany me home again riding his motor. I said yes. AND YEAAAAA :))))

December 7, 2012

  This day is something really special. HE went to school with Christian, my grade school friend. At first we were at the canteen. Then a moment later, I felt out of place because they were the only ones who were talking to each other. I walked out and went straight to our room. Luckily, my male classmates and also the guys from other sections went inside our room and they all surrounded me, and talked to me. They were even singing. Atleast they were making me happy that time. They didn't leave me. They stayed until I go home. That was sweet of them :)) Then Joma and Marius went with us to the jeepney, waited with us. When we rode the jeepney, WE sat side by side. We weren't talking to each other. On the other hand, Christian kept laughing because of my other companions who were making jokes. When we get down the jeepney already, we parted ways and it was obvious that HE's not in the mood. HE even ruined his hair. Lol. When I got home, no one was there so I thought that maybe we could talk to each other for even just a few minutes because I really felt guilty that time. I asked my mom first if it's okay to talk to him. Surprisingly, my mom agreed. It was shocking because my mom usually doesn't allow me.And it was my first time asking my mom a question like that. HE really went to our house but we just stayed outside since it would be suspicious if we were the only ones inside our house. We talked and talked and talked. It took us one hour. Then my mother and my sister even reached us talking. Lol. T WAS REALLY A MOMENT TO REMEMBER :)) For the first time, I felt comfortable talking to someone very special to me. I just showed who I really am. He gave me butterflies in my stomach so many times that night. I didn't regret asking him to go there. 

Exciting Journey.

Yesterday, November 26, my friends and I went home riding a jeepney. At just one moment, the jeepney was already full because of us. We were like 20 there, all from Sayans. Chachi, Rikki Mae, Airah, Daryl, Christian, Alec, Lorrie, Eden, Argyl, Pats, Camille, Jhudz, Rexson, Shynne, Inna, Ryiel, and I can't remember the others >.<
At first, they were telling knock knock jokes.. Then we started talking about the killers here in Naic. It was soooooo creepy. Seriously. Then when we're already in Naic, the route suddenly changed!! I panicked because I don't know where I'd get off the jeepney. It was already dark that time.. What made us more scared was the topic we talked about earlier that time. Then the driver said that it will still go to San Roque, so meaning, it'll pass by our house. I was relieved that time. And the ones left with me in the jeepney told me that they'll just get off the jeep with me, since the mini bus is passing by our house. Whew. That was an experience.
To that someone who worried about me, thanks :)) though I know that you'll not be able to read this :)

November 18, 2012

Hmm. Wait. Something doesn't seem right.
It goes like this..
My friend has a crush on someone. Something more than just a crush. Maybe love? Haha.
And her crush... now has a crush on me. That guy doesn't know that my friend likes him. I feel guilty for that because he's her crush and that person likes me. Awkward. :(( But what if........ NO NO NO. I shouldn't let something happen right? We'll just be ... friends right? Friends? And besides.. I'd be really shy towards his family because it seems like his family is really close to her ex-girlfriend. How lucky. I'D REALLY REALLY BE SHY... Unless they like me too. I don't want them comparing us. OH WAIT WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING. IT'S NOT YET COMING TO THAT POINT lol.
Anyway.. should I lie to myself? I always feel happy whenever I talk to him (chat and text). He always makes me laugh and smile. I also feel comfortable talking to him though we just met each other 3 days ago. Lol. And I always think of him. I'm always day dreaming about him. Sucks. BOO. And of course I didn't forget about the agreement my friends and I made. He asked me if I'd allow him to court me.. As an answer, I said we should be friends first. It's good if we start as friends right? And I want him to know more about me first before courting me because he might regret his plan. I don't want that to happen. And I want to know more about him as well.
Let's just see what would happen next.
Anyway, if you're curious if he's good looking.. Well, at first I said, NO or maybe not that good looking. Lol. But when we started to get close to each other, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I don't know whyyyyy :')

Hey!

It's been more than a week since I have last posted something here, right? :)) I'm so sorryyyyyyy. Have you missed me? Lol :)
Well, what happened to me anyway?
Lat Friday we already bought our DSLR!! Yay I'm so happy. I've been wanting to have one since like months ago?
Then yeah. When we went to Manila, this was my get-up....

Then last Sunday, I took my PNUAT. Oh yeaaah. I have plans on studying there. But not as a teacher. I'm planning to take up Psychology ^^

These days, I've been much into trying new things especially on dressing myself and even putting up make up... ulzzang makeup.

I want to be a 'fashionista' someday :) 

I'll buy more clothes!!

Give me some!! :)))

Tumblr

Hey guys. Mind following my tumblr account? Well I actually have two.
If you love KPOP, follow this: superhae
Then this.... is actually my own gallery. Lol. Princess meets Prince~
THANK YOU!! :*

Super Junior Convention :))))

I DIDN'T REGRET GOING TO THE 1ST SJCON :))) I'm so happyyyyy. So many things happened this day.
We arrived. There were few people and there wasn't a line yet. We went upstairs to start preparing for the booth. When ate Daisy came along with her sister ate Den, I was still quiet that time. But then I started talking when I was left with ate Daisy and some new friends :)
We were given a free shirt (marshalls). We also bought another ticket for freebies! Unfortunately, we weren't able to be included in the first 20 who were given a free album. But then I was able to get a free PULP mag featuring SJ and 2NE1 so it's okay!! There were a lot of freebies on different booths. There were a lot of exhibitors too, which made me hard to choose which one to buy.
The first one we saw was kuya James. We had a chance to take a picture with him and he placed his hands over my shoulder oh God I thank you. I felt butterflies on my stomach that time. He is kind ;))) AND HE LOOKS LIKE JAKE CUENCA SRSLY.
I CAN'T remember what happened next. Oh yes. They showed different videos of each member, prepared by each FC.I was a bit teary-eyed on Leeteuk's video :((( Each FC would have a game. So yeah. We weren't allowed to join :) I have no plans on joining anyway :) Next was Heechul's :((( IT MADE ME CRY :( We miss our Heenim. And it goes on....
And then there, the Mr. Simple contestants ramped on the stage. THE CHEERS AND EVERYTHING AND MY EARDRUMS ALMOST EXPLODED. But even I, was shouting and cheering for my bets. Hahaha. James Dungca, he's kind. And handsome. Lee Jaeshin. He's cute :) Raymond Anthony Perez OH MYYYYY he's so handsome, cute smile, and has a funny side. cute. Kurt Othello. He's really handsome but they said that he has an attitude. Renz Brillantes... he's not very manly so I suspect something but still I like him too because of his style and charms.
There were dance performances too! Super Simple, ELFINITY, X crew?, and a performance of singing. The two were just so great in singing and playing the guitar. I forgot their names sorry.
Every performance, there was a fanchant. And it really gave me goosebumps. There was a moment in Siwon's video wherein the audio suddenly stopped and we, ELFs, continued singing the song which is No Other. It was really awesome for me. And we are really united as one.
For the  Mr, Simple contest, there was a talent portion, and an acting portion. The acting portion was kinda corny :/ but Raymond was funny. And some lines said by them made us 'whoooaaa'.
And we were scolded too. Hihi. Marshalls. I don't wanna be one anymore next time.
We also participated a project. Uhm it's like singing FROM U by different countries. And for the Philippines, it's what Leeteuk said at the first. But we changed it because it will from ELF to Super Junior. "This song is dedicated to the world's supermen. Super Junior. My boys. My angels".
They also showed a video greeting from Steven Silva. But what made my jaw drop was that they were able to get Stacy (you know her? Uhmm.. Siwon's friend and uhm some say she got linked to him :D ) greeted us!!!! And also Amber's (fx member) sister Jackie (idk the spelling) with a llama on her hand lol :)))
And by the way, we were asked not to take a video of Stacy because she wants her privacy be kept.
I also have fancams!!! :)))))) I'll upload it soon, but not tomorrow because I have some business to attend to. Lol.
BUT SERIOUSLY. IT WAS SUCH A FUN DAY. A MEMORABLE ONE FOR ME ♥

Letter to Leeteuk from Leeteuk's father

[TRANS] Letter to Leeteuk from Leeteuk's father:

Title: [10/30 Enlistment/Birthdate 7.01] Park Jungsu / Leeteuk

Written on Military daum cafe letter page at 2012.10.30. 15:12 KST

Message:

Right now, are you starting to learn everybody?

I can remember my enlistment now that I have sent you

Enlisting after living so recklessly made everything feel unfamiliar

and for special dinner, they served chicken but it smelled like chicken and there were feathers left on it so I threw it out after biting it once..ㅠㅠ

And after skipping a meal, I was hungry...

And looking back now, it's all memory and something to tell

You enlisted after you aged so You may receive a different type of stress but

if you know that in the army, you live by the rank order, then your stress will be less

You can say 21 months is long but it's also short

Work hard while you are serving the country and make many good memories

come back as a real man, not someone who appears to be a man

I will send messages sometimes...

-From: Father

Trans By @NKsubs

ZhouTeuk [Leeteuk and Zhoumi]

HenTeuk [Henry and Leeteuk]

KiTeuk [Kibum and Leeteuk]

KyuTeuk [Kyuhyun and Leeteuk]

WookTeuk/TeukWook [Leeteuk and Ryeowook]

WonTeuk [Siwon and Leeteuk]

HaeTeuk [Donghae and Leeteuk]