RANT

Hi. So it's me again. Lol I forgot I have a blog like this. Anyway, good thing that my account isn't logged out yet. Anywaaaay. I just want to rant about something 'cause I can't take it anymore. I have been telling this problem to my bestfriend because it's hard to keep all your grudges.
This is a family matter. I won't be too detailed about this since this should still be a private thing lol.
I am really just good at controlling myself... and there had been instances before that already irritated me but then I decided to keep it with myself. Usually I tweet about something when I am really pissed off. But since I have my siblings on Twitter, well that kinda restricted me from doing so. And so there's this problem. And I don't wanna meddle with it anymore because it's a sensitive matter which I can't relate to it as well because I haven't experienced it myself. So I just better shut my mouth. But no matter what, it's still a problem within the family and you would be bothered by it. Well, I think my sister thinks that I don't care about her. It's just that I want to be quiet about it, and I am not much of a person who talks about emotional things with them. I am too shy comforting a person. I do it other ways. But she really pisses me off, that's why I wanna go to Manila already!!

Nakakatanga

Bakit ba napakabilis niyang sumuko? Kalalaking tao eh. Ugh. Bakit feeling ko ako lang yung lumalaban? :((Ayoko naman magmukhang tanga pagdating ng dulo. Sa totoo lang, nanghihina talaga ako ngayon. And sumasakit talaga puso ko, seriously. Ewan ko, pero baka kelangan ko na ata talaga makinig sa mga kaibigan ko. Bakit ba kasi nilalabas ko lahat ng pagmamahal ko... Bakit ba kasi :((( Nasasaktan talaga ako. Sure ba syang yun lang talaga ang dahilan? Distance? Eh kasi honestly speaking, magagawan naman talaga ng paraan yan eh. To think na pareho lang kaming taga-Naic and I doubt na buong araw ng Saturday and Sunday eh may ginagawa kami pareho. Ugh :(((
Mahal ko talaga siya. Ayoko matapos lahat 'to ng ganito lang. Pero bakit parang ako lang talaga yung lumalabaaan :((( Diba dapat pag mahal mo, kaya mo gawin lahat? Ewan ko ha. Parang nababawasan na talaga ako ng tiwala sa boys. Shet. Pare-pareho lang naman ata talaga kayo eh. Naiinis ako na nadidisappoint na ewan uuugggghhh
Nakakapagtakang di na ako umiiyak ngayon. Siguro pagod na rin ang mata ko kakaiyak sa ganitong problema.