November 18, 2012

Hmm. Wait. Something doesn't seem right.
It goes like this..
My friend has a crush on someone. Something more than just a crush. Maybe love? Haha.
And her crush... now has a crush on me. That guy doesn't know that my friend likes him. I feel guilty for that because he's her crush and that person likes me. Awkward. :(( But what if........ NO NO NO. I shouldn't let something happen right? We'll just be ... friends right? Friends? And besides.. I'd be really shy towards his family because it seems like his family is really close to her ex-girlfriend. How lucky. I'D REALLY REALLY BE SHY... Unless they like me too. I don't want them comparing us. OH WAIT WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING. IT'S NOT YET COMING TO THAT POINT lol.
Anyway.. should I lie to myself? I always feel happy whenever I talk to him (chat and text). He always makes me laugh and smile. I also feel comfortable talking to him though we just met each other 3 days ago. Lol. And I always think of him. I'm always day dreaming about him. Sucks. BOO. And of course I didn't forget about the agreement my friends and I made. He asked me if I'd allow him to court me.. As an answer, I said we should be friends first. It's good if we start as friends right? And I want him to know more about me first before courting me because he might regret his plan. I don't want that to happen. And I want to know more about him as well.
Let's just see what would happen next.
Anyway, if you're curious if he's good looking.. Well, at first I said, NO or maybe not that good looking. Lol. But when we started to get close to each other, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I don't know whyyyyy :')

Super Junior Convention :))))

I DIDN'T REGRET GOING TO THE 1ST SJCON :))) I'm so happyyyyy. So many things happened this day.
We arrived. There were few people and there wasn't a line yet. We went upstairs to start preparing for the booth. When ate Daisy came along with her sister ate Den, I was still quiet that time. But then I started talking when I was left with ate Daisy and some new friends :)
We were given a free shirt (marshalls). We also bought another ticket for freebies! Unfortunately, we weren't able to be included in the first 20 who were given a free album. But then I was able to get a free PULP mag featuring SJ and 2NE1 so it's okay!! There were a lot of freebies on different booths. There were a lot of exhibitors too, which made me hard to choose which one to buy.
The first one we saw was kuya James. We had a chance to take a picture with him and he placed his hands over my shoulder oh God I thank you. I felt butterflies on my stomach that time. He is kind ;))) AND HE LOOKS LIKE JAKE CUENCA SRSLY.
I CAN'T remember what happened next. Oh yes. They showed different videos of each member, prepared by each FC.I was a bit teary-eyed on Leeteuk's video :((( Each FC would have a game. So yeah. We weren't allowed to join :) I have no plans on joining anyway :) Next was Heechul's :((( IT MADE ME CRY :( We miss our Heenim. And it goes on....
And then there, the Mr. Simple contestants ramped on the stage. THE CHEERS AND EVERYTHING AND MY EARDRUMS ALMOST EXPLODED. But even I, was shouting and cheering for my bets. Hahaha. James Dungca, he's kind. And handsome. Lee Jaeshin. He's cute :) Raymond Anthony Perez OH MYYYYY he's so handsome, cute smile, and has a funny side. cute. Kurt Othello. He's really handsome but they said that he has an attitude. Renz Brillantes... he's not very manly so I suspect something but still I like him too because of his style and charms.
There were dance performances too! Super Simple, ELFINITY, X crew?, and a performance of singing. The two were just so great in singing and playing the guitar. I forgot their names sorry.
Every performance, there was a fanchant. And it really gave me goosebumps. There was a moment in Siwon's video wherein the audio suddenly stopped and we, ELFs, continued singing the song which is No Other. It was really awesome for me. And we are really united as one.
For the  Mr, Simple contest, there was a talent portion, and an acting portion. The acting portion was kinda corny :/ but Raymond was funny. And some lines said by them made us 'whoooaaa'.
And we were scolded too. Hihi. Marshalls. I don't wanna be one anymore next time.
We also participated a project. Uhm it's like singing FROM U by different countries. And for the Philippines, it's what Leeteuk said at the first. But we changed it because it will from ELF to Super Junior. "This song is dedicated to the world's supermen. Super Junior. My boys. My angels".
They also showed a video greeting from Steven Silva. But what made my jaw drop was that they were able to get Stacy (you know her? Uhmm.. Siwon's friend and uhm some say she got linked to him :D ) greeted us!!!! And also Amber's (fx member) sister Jackie (idk the spelling) with a llama on her hand lol :)))
And by the way, we were asked not to take a video of Stacy because she wants her privacy be kept.
I also have fancams!!! :)))))) I'll upload it soon, but not tomorrow because I have some business to attend to. Lol.
BUT SERIOUSLY. IT WAS SUCH A FUN DAY. A MEMORABLE ONE FOR ME ♥

Crush..

May crush ako! Korean siya..

Oooopsss.
Mali kayo ng iniisip. Hindi siya sikat! Isang ordinary Korean lang siya..

Nakilala ko lang siya sa interpals.. Naghahanap kasi ako ng Korean friends. Tas nakita ko siya. Ang gwapo.. Tas friend ko na rin siya sa Facebook.

Look.

He's 이동건. He's cute right? =))))