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March 1, 2013

Today is the first day of March!! At ilang days na lang.. graduation na namin..at ilang days na lang magkakahiwa-hiwalay na kami. Okay so bago ako magdrama dito ng bonggang-bongga, magkekwento muna ako ng mga nangyari the past days. Dami ko atang hindi naikwento.

Eto muna.. yung sa amin ni Jerome (actually bawal na banggitin pangalan niya eh, bad word na raw yun) WALA NA. Uhm let me say na gag* siya. Lol. Ang kapal ng mukha niya grabe. Siya pa mismo nagsabi sa akin na bumabalik ang pagiging playboy niya. Sht. Tapos ngayon..ayun..meron na nga agad! Jusko. Tapos close friend pa nung ex niya ha. Grabe naman talaga. Actually mejo nakakamove on na talaga ako ngayon dahil sa friends ko na puro masasama ang sinasabi tungkol sa kanya. Ayun. Nasaktan naman talaga ako. Noon lang ako nagmahal ng ganun. Yung mahal na mahal talaga. Grabe. I trusted him, pero anong nangyari? :/ Anyway, buti na lang anjan ang friends ko para sa akin. Nagsorry na nga rin ako sa kanila kasi nagagalit pa ako sa kanila dati eh. Totoo naman pala mga sinasabi nila.. pati ni kuya. Hayyyy.

Yung overnight kina Jam! Sht sobrang saya lang talaga as in!! NagHarlem Shake kami, nagtakutan, nanuod ng Shutter pero nakatulog din naman, nanuod din ng Dead Silence, nagpillow fight!, nagpakavain, kumain ng maanghang na pancit canton, nagtsismisan, kwentuhan…DEFINE MASAYA talaga. Kasama ko nun sina Mimay, Pam, Menggay, Airah, Shynne, Joma, Marius, Ellie, Denzel, at Rexson. Dami namin noh? Sobrang saya talaga hihihi.

Research. Grabe wooo nakapagpabookbind na ako at napirmahan na rin ni Ma’am de Vera ang bookbound papers koooo! Sure graduate na ba? Yiiieee. Wala. Ang hirap kaya kasi talaga. Akala ko hindi ako aabot sa deadline kasi Tuesday eh katatapos ko lang magpaedit. Tapos at that same day, nagprint ako sa statio at nagpapirma na rin sa panelists. Oh diba bongga! The next day, umabsent ako, pumunta kami ng Recto ng mama ko para magpabookbind. Grabehan! Nakakapagod. Haha.

Yung naggGM naman. Ayun. Tinotoo niya nga yung sinabi niya. Ako na nga yung sinunod niya L User daw ako. Pero di ako nagpaapekto kasi di rin naman totoo yun :P

Habang tumatagal, lalo naming nasasabi at napapatunayang masaya kami sa piling ng bawat isa. Sa school, pag magkakasama kami, lagi kaming masaya, hagalpak sa kakatawa, nao-autistic, special kami eh! Pero pag umuuwi ng bahay, biglang nalulungkot, yung mararamdaman mo at mapapasabi ka ng, ‘sana nasa school na lang ulit ako’. Yung para bang uhaw kami sa presence ng bawat isa. WOW. Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong saya pag kasama mga kaibigan ko, kung gano ko sila namimiss. At close na rin kasi yung boys at girls sa section naming eh, not all pero in general, yes. Masaya sila kasama eh. Hayyy. Mamimiss ko talaga ang pagiging HS student ko, lalo na ang pagiging 4H student at anak ni Ma’am Ligsa. I’ll miss everyone, seriously. 

Today is Thursday.

Ang lungkot ko nga ngayon tae. Shet Valentine's day ba talaga? Lol. Okay wala lang. Kasi naman.... di kami nagkita. Hayy. I have to be understanding. Eh lagi ko naman ginagawa yun.. bakit di pa ako nasanay? Pero seryoso.. naiinis ako kanina sa room pag nakakakita ako ng may hawak na roses, bear, chocolates. peste. bitter ba? Ewan ko. Nakakainis lang. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh tae.
Nagdate naman ako kasama si Mimay at Rexson. Okay na yun. Atleast diba..
Ayuuun. Si Veron. Waaa natutuwa ako sa kanya. Kahapon nga kasi diba wala ako sa school eh may pinasa silang scores. Ayun. Tinulungan ako ni Veron mag-asikaso. Tapos ayos lang sa kanya na matulog ako sa lap niya habang nilalaro niya phone ko. Nung Math din.. may kelangan na scores tapos siya gumawa nung akin. Nung kelangan din ng journal sa Math.. sasamahan niya pa ako kay Zymon para lang manghingi ng photocopy ng journal sa math waaaa. Share din kami lagi sa foods. Siya nga lang ang taong lagi kong nililibre kasi sa totoo lang, minsan lang ako manlibre ng kaibigan. Lol. Eh ewan ko, kay Veron ayos lang sakin. Kambal nga kami eh. Waaaa. I am lucky to have heeeer <3
Tapos nagsayaw nga pala kami. Jusko fail kamo. Pero sabi nila ang cute ko daw at ayos lang naman daw. Hayyy atleast positive yung comments nila. Well.. pwera nga lang sa damit kasi shorts. Ehhhhh bawal sa school. Hahaha okay nevermind. Ayun so hindi rin kami kasama sa top 3 sa DPSA huhuhu.
Mejo nagtampo din ako kay Jhudz nung uwian.. Kasi late na nun. Eh gusto ko na umuwi.. May kasama naman siya.. Ako wala.. Ehh may dumaan nang bus.. marami pa ang pwede sumakay. Eh kaso si Mary Joy yung tinitingnan niya. Hayyy. Sakit na nga ng paa ko eh. Di ako makalakad ng ayos.
Nung uwian.. naghihintay ako ng bus. Ako nakatayo kahit may pwede namang upuan. Sina Joma hindi pa umuuwi. Lumapit sila sakin. Kasama si Marius. Bakit daw wala ako sa mood. Naiiyak nga ako nun eh. Ewan ko ba kainis. Pang-asar pa tanong ni Jose Mari. Bakit daw parang walang dumadalaw sakin ngayon. Shet ang sakit kamo. Hayyyy..Bakit ba kasi ganito :'((( Para tuloy akong loveless.
Mas masaya pa ata ako ng normal na araw lang sa school kesa ngayon.
Tapos may nabasa pa akong comment dun sa isang picture niya na kung san daw date nila ni *insert name ni ex* ANG SAKIT LANG KAINIS

So depressed :'(

Grabe nanlambot ako nung nakita ko yung general average ko nung 3rd grading. Di ako nag-eexpect ng mataas na grades kasi alam ko naman na mejo sumemplang nga mga outputs ko. Pero di ko naman akalaing ganun kababa. Grabe. Nanliliit ako. Feeling ko ang bobo ko na talaga. Shet talaga. Grabeeee gusto ko umiyak pero parang may pumipigil sakin na wag. Ugh naisip ko kasi na hindi lang talaga grades ang basehan at mejo kampante na ako kasi may papasukan naman na akong university. Pero kahit naaaa. Huhuu. Lalo na sa Physics ugh grabe. I am really not good with Science eh. Any field jusko naman. LORD PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY STUDIES :-((( Ayoko rin sabihin nila na si J ang dahilan kung bakit. Nahihiya na rin ako sa mama ko. Waaaa. Buti na lang may scholarship pa ako.. nakapasa ako. Waaaa. Pati yun di ko rin ineexpect ehh. Lord. Siguro para sakin talaga 'to. Para marealize ko talagang hindi lang naman sa grades nababase ang future ko. Kasi ngayon sa totoo lang.. mas magaling lang talaga silang mangopya kesa sakin lol. Tas feeling ko babagsak na naman ako sa PEH. Tae tapos what if ipahiya ako ni Sir Tom.  Oh kaaayyy. :-)
Smile pa rin ako. Kanina depressed ako pero nakakangiti na ulit ako ngayon. Ewan ko kung bakit. Thank you Lord! :-) Siguro may darating na good news noh? Yeyyy.

Still praying to be on the top 3....

Hello Feb

Friday.
And yes, I really started my February great. I just smiled and didn't think too much problems. Well, there was a bit of problem. I had to give attention to my card yesterday. Our grades were not yet done but Ma'am Ligsa was able to take care of that. Since Joma and I really needed it, we had sacrifices. Lol what. I didn't attend the flag retreat, I went from building to building, I talked to teachers, and we even went to Ma'am Ruby's house just for our grades to be complete.

Saturday.
Yayyyy I had my interview in PNU today. It was actually great. I am hoping that I'd pass. Please Lord let meeee paaaaaasss. I met 2 new friends today!! After we had our interview, we went around the campus. Oh and yeah, the results will be posted on Feb. 11. I am a bit nervous. Hoping to see those 2 gals soon! :)
Oh and yeah, the UPCAT result was already out today. I didn't pass. Not that disappointed but I want to prove something to those who hates me. Well, God has better plans for me :)
Almost forgooooot! My mom already bought me a new phone today. It's Cherry Mobile Omega. It's big. Seriously. And its OS is Jellybean, the latest one! I am enjoying it now, but disappointed with the front camera. lol. Okay that's it byyyeeee.

Hayyy

Mejo nawala na rin ako sa mood kanina sa school pa lang.
Parang hindi nila ramdam na mahal ako ni Jerome, iniisip nila na hindi totoo yung nararamdaman sakin ni Jerome una kasi nga malayo siya and pangalawa dahil sa mga nakikita nila.
Hayyy. Ayun. Pero kinausap ko rin naman si Pam at hiningi ko yung opinion niya about dun.
Tapos yung classmates ko naman na boys lalo na si Ellie, lagi na lang akong tinatanong kung bakit daw si Jerome. Ano daw ba meron sya, ano raw ba nagustuhan ko sa kanya. Nakakainis sila.. Or maybe concerned lang talaga kasi hindi nga nila kilala si Jerome?

And..
T.T
Nagsigawan sina mommy at ate dito :(((
Iyak nga ako ng iyak eh. Kasi kung ano ano na hinahagis ni mommy. Buti na lang walang babasagin.
Sinasabi ni mommy na di responsableng ina ate ko. Waaaa.
Nagsigawan sila :(((

Something awesome.

Ayuuuun. I feel so blessed first of all, dahil nakasama ang team namin sa DPSA sa top 30!!!! Over 1,600 entries ata yun. Omg. Pero yun nga lang, I think Darlene deserves it the most. Siya kasi yung pinakanaghirap ehh. Ayun.
Second, because of God!! NagYFC gathering kami ngayon eh. Actually every Thursday siya :)))) I feel really blessed. Thanks Lord!! :))) YOU ARE THE BEST!

I'm baaaaaaaackkkk

Ayun. Dapat kasi hindi ko na talaga 'to bubuksan ulit eh. Naiinis kasi ako. May nakaalam na ba naman ng blog na 'to. :((
Anyway, hindi na rin ako mage-english dito. Hahaha. Kainis eh.
Ang dami nang nangyariiii.
Nabuo ang Dyosasessss ♥ Ako, Veron, Jam, and Mimay.. Grade 4, Grade 5, Grade 6, and Grade 7... Rat, Tiger, Fish, and Monkey. Actually jan sa animals na yan, damay lang kami ni Veron. Hahaha.
Ayun. Mas naging close ako sa kanila plus Rexson na rin. :))
Masaya sila kasama. Share ng problems. Power trip. Ayunn.

Nagpunta ulit siya sa school nung Friday. After 22 fucking days. Grabe sobrang na-miss ko siya. Now, kelan ko kaya ulit siya makikita? Maghihintay na naman ba ako ng sobrang tagal bago ko siya makita ulit? Waaaa :'( Nakakamiss siya sobra. Naalala ko yung kinuwento sa'kin ni Pam kanina.. Sana hindi mangyari sa amin yun. Kasi yung sakanila raw ng ex niya, si Paolo, ayuun. Natutunan niya raw na totoo nga yung 'easy come, easy go'. Ang bilis daw nila nainlove sa isa't isa at ang bilis din natapos ng relasyon nila. Yung tipong sa kanya niya raw naramdaman yung sobrang kilig.. Yung 4 times daw nung kay Trent. Eh ganun din yung nararamdaman ko ngayon sa kanya. Sobrang kilig... tapos ang bilis din namin nainlove sa isa't isa. Ang dami na ring dumaan na problema. Sana naman wag siya magsawa agad. At ako rin sana. Mahal na mahal ko siya e. ♥

Bow.

That night.

December 19..
   Everything was already planned. Christian, Gary, and him went to our school. We all rode a jeepney going home. Okay to sum it all up, we went to Jollibee and he bought a Milo Blast for me :')) We went to our house and everything that happened next was just awesome. I kept on punching him, he was tickling me. We also touch each other's hands. But yeaaaaaaaa. I was just so happy that time. He also wiped my sweat with his handkerchief. IT WAS JUST SO SWEET :') He also kept on touching my face, my chin. We also pinch each other's cheeks!!

And ... for the first time... I said I love you.. personally.. sajdhflaksjdhglakjhg.

THAT WAS ONE MAGICAL NIGHT.

SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED...

Let's start with ...

December 5, 2012

 Since Rikki Mae, Airah, Jhudz, and I were already done with our defense... I asked them if we could go to Jollibee and buy Milo Blast (since it's OUR favorite). Shynne went with us. And yeaaah. Something unexpected happened. I didn't know that HE'll go and celebrate with us as well. I  wasn't prepared lol. When we're about to go home, Shynne asked me if HE could accompany me home. I asked if Jhudz can go with us as well. It's okay but, JHUDZ hesitated! Then yeah, I went home riding his motor. I am really scared riding a motor because I am not used to it. But I have trust on HIM, soooo :))) I told my mom and my sister about it. 

December 6, 2012

  We went home late because we attended the talk.. He suddenly texted me and asked if he could accompany me home again riding his motor. I said yes. AND YEAAAAA :))))

December 7, 2012

  This day is something really special. HE went to school with Christian, my grade school friend. At first we were at the canteen. Then a moment later, I felt out of place because they were the only ones who were talking to each other. I walked out and went straight to our room. Luckily, my male classmates and also the guys from other sections went inside our room and they all surrounded me, and talked to me. They were even singing. Atleast they were making me happy that time. They didn't leave me. They stayed until I go home. That was sweet of them :)) Then Joma and Marius went with us to the jeepney, waited with us. When we rode the jeepney, WE sat side by side. We weren't talking to each other. On the other hand, Christian kept laughing because of my other companions who were making jokes. When we get down the jeepney already, we parted ways and it was obvious that HE's not in the mood. HE even ruined his hair. Lol. When I got home, no one was there so I thought that maybe we could talk to each other for even just a few minutes because I really felt guilty that time. I asked my mom first if it's okay to talk to him. Surprisingly, my mom agreed. It was shocking because my mom usually doesn't allow me.And it was my first time asking my mom a question like that. HE really went to our house but we just stayed outside since it would be suspicious if we were the only ones inside our house. We talked and talked and talked. It took us one hour. Then my mother and my sister even reached us talking. Lol. T WAS REALLY A MOMENT TO REMEMBER :)) For the first time, I felt comfortable talking to someone very special to me. I just showed who I really am. He gave me butterflies in my stomach so many times that night. I didn't regret asking him to go there. 

Exciting Journey.

Yesterday, November 26, my friends and I went home riding a jeepney. At just one moment, the jeepney was already full because of us. We were like 20 there, all from Sayans. Chachi, Rikki Mae, Airah, Daryl, Christian, Alec, Lorrie, Eden, Argyl, Pats, Camille, Jhudz, Rexson, Shynne, Inna, Ryiel, and I can't remember the others >.<
At first, they were telling knock knock jokes.. Then we started talking about the killers here in Naic. It was soooooo creepy. Seriously. Then when we're already in Naic, the route suddenly changed!! I panicked because I don't know where I'd get off the jeepney. It was already dark that time.. What made us more scared was the topic we talked about earlier that time. Then the driver said that it will still go to San Roque, so meaning, it'll pass by our house. I was relieved that time. And the ones left with me in the jeepney told me that they'll just get off the jeep with me, since the mini bus is passing by our house. Whew. That was an experience.
To that someone who worried about me, thanks :)) though I know that you'll not be able to read this :)

Hiiii

So today was the 'supposed-to-be' last day for our research. Ugh. I really feel sooooo exhausted whenever I get home. I'm depressed again. I always feel sad whenever I'm tired. I just don't talk too much. Haha. Uhmm yea. I think I need to catch up a lot of lessons :(( Oh well. Zyrah fighting!

Day 1

Ughhhh. This day was just... so exhausting.. Well actually, I didn't do much but why do I feel so tired? Maybe because I'm so stressed out already. My classmates said that they did a lot of seat works while we're away. So meaning, we have new lessons. And what terrified me the most was their most amazing news about Chemistry. They had series of quizzes I think? And according to them, our teacher said that we'll be having quizzes everyday and will be asked to answer on the board one by one. The thing is, I still don't get the lesson :( Yeah. That's why I freaked out and I'm sooooo nstressed out right now thinking what would happen when we come back to classes :(( I think we'll be totally left out. But yeah. Let's look on the brighter side, semestral break's already approaching. Yay! But... another problem.. Where would we shoot our dance version? And when can we practice the whole steps? We need atleast two whole days for it :(( Well.. I'll just ask them. But what's more important now is our research :( ZYRAH FIGHTING!! :)

Sorry guys. Hehe

Okaayyyyy it's really been a while since I last blogged. A lot of things happened, actually. Uhm. It's about M again lol but I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Not worth talking about. Lol. But seriously yes. Why would I? It's a bad memory, anyway.He just did it again -.- I could easily forgive someone, but would not easily forget what had happened. I 'm just thankful to my friends who are there, who supported me, Jhudz, Joma, ate Trisha, Pam, Rikki Mae, and also others who knows the story. Lol. Love ya guys! :*

-Another story-
Okay sorry. I just wanna put it up into one post. HAHAHA. So yea, we had our exams this morning and ugh. I'm 75% sure that I'll fail. :/ What more on the subjects that we'll take tomorrow? Biotech was just.. mind blowing. lol. Math.. ugh I wasn't able to answer it well because I forgot how to solve such a thing. But, still hoping that my guessing are correct.. AP! omg that was pretty hard too! MAPEH, well most of us didn't take the exam seriously, more of a speed test for us. HAHA. Not boasting because it's easy, but because.. well how do I explain this? because.. it's not really important? Well that's for PE and Health. Lol.

-Another Story- Ooops!
I've been addicted AGAIN with reading stories, they call it Wattpad stories, but it's not actually from Wattpad but from the Candy Corner. Haha. Seriously, I've read quite a lot of wonderful stories, and most of them brought me tears. My all-time favorite is She's Dating the Gangster. Other stories I really love is Tossed Coin, 548 Heartbeats, A Miracle, The Diary, 25th Hour, Three Words Eight Letters... uhm there are still more but I forgot the titles already since I've read most of the wonderful stories last summer.

I just wanna say that, I'm watching Shut Up Flower Boy Band. The pilot episode would already interest you. Yep. Hahaha. It was awesome and I think there'd be a lot of lessons from that drama, especially with friendship, since they're in a band.  And to tell you, I'm still in the first episode. LOL.

Things will never be the same again. Smile :)

Math Jingle

We had the Math Festival last Friday, September 28.
I was included in the Math Jingle. I shouldn't be, but they included me. Lol.
Then yeah, last Thursday, we practiced the whole day. It was really exhausting.  Something even happened during that day, but I won't tell it :D

Math Jingle.
I was really nervous when it was nearly our turn. My mouth was already dry, which shouldn't really happen because I was supposed to do something. During that time, my body was so stiff because of nervousness. I did what I am supposed to do, unfortunately, it didn't turned out well :(( My voice wasn't loud enough for everyone to hear because of my dry mouth. And yeah, we were like kids with our faces because of our hairstyle. It was cute, though. I made a few mistakes as well. That was so not good really. I was in front. Ahhhhh. Really embarrassing. But in general, I think our performance turned out well. As a result, we were 2nd place. I was a bit disappointed and guilty at the same time, because I joined them. Thinking of, 'What if I didn't join them? Maybe Seniors would be the champion'. Ughhh.

I'm the one in the middle, standing. Lol.

Just a bit sad today..

We had our Spanish class. Some students were asked to conjugate verbs in the past tense form. Since it was taking quite a long time and no one was getting the answer yet, some students were told to help the ones answering in the board. I was asked to help Marcson, the one got the highest grade in Spanish from our batch. At first I thought that I was so lucky since there's a great possibility that his answers will be correct. Yes, his answers only, since I also don't know answers. And lucky enough, his answers were really correct. Among all, 'we' were the only ones who got it right. Ma'am gave us 100. I was thinking that I definitely don't deserve that grade, since I was of no help to Marcson at all. I am worried because my classmates all got 50 while I, who didn't do anything to help Marcson, got 100. I think my classmates would all think that that's unfair. And they might hate me for that :((

Yayyyyy!

A LOT were excused from classes today until Thursday because they are preparing for the school's Science Fair to be held on Friday. So yeaaah. As expected, we were not doing much. Teachers just leave seatworks for us to do.. Hehe. FUN! ♥ 

We were so noisy inside the jeep on our way home. We were really really noisy. We never stopped talking. It's really fun to be with them. I was with Rexson, Camille, Shynne, Airah, Chachi, and Menggay in the jeep. At first we thought that there would be no more jeeps to ride on but they asked the other jeepney driver if there would still be another jeep that'd come. He said yes. And there, we waited for soooooo long. We almost gave up, but fortunately, a jeep came by. We immediately went inside the jeep. And our journey started. 

Idk what to say.

So yeaaa. Today is Saturday. And I have LOTS of things to do. LSB in Filipino, activities in Batikan, TR in Biotech, supposed to have reading journals but my notebooks hasn't been returned to me yet. Oh well. LSB.. I've read the story yet I am not yet making the LSB itself. Batikan, I really can't answer because ugh to hard. I always get sleepy whenever I try to read :/ TR!!! I hate doing it. I don't know what to write. I thought of just copying when I get to school on Monday, but then I remembered that we have shortened breaks.. 15 minutes for snacks, and 30 minutes for lunch break. PLUS, 15 minutes were added to each subject. So we have to study until 6pm. That's life. Ugh. More stress. If this is the case, the teachers shouldn't be giving home works anymore :(

Intramurals! Our last :(

August 23-24, 2012 - INTRAMS!

Green Celtics. Yellow Madrid. Red Bayern. Blue Chelsea.

Go Blue Chelsea!

Yayyy! We're once again the champions in Patintero! Both girls and boys! But ugh, I think we won't be the overall champions. They were all great. Well anyway, atleast we enjoyed. The patintero was really great because of the muddy place. Uhmm.. Yeah. I don't know what to say anymore.

First Quarter Exams: Day 1

This day is just sooooo... not nice.

Math.. It was uhm so-so. But I regret shading one there. I already shaded my 'guessed' answered before I knew the real answer. Boo!
AP- om. I don't even know the standing in the Olympics. Sorry :/
MAPEH- Music and Arts is just fine. PE and Health is .... speed test! Lol.
Biotech- This one is the hardest for this day. I'll definitely get a low score :(
Research- I guess we'll have it tomorrow.

Staying up late as ever.

Omo! I'm staying up late again -.- boo.
Well, we have exams tomorrow. Studying? Nope. I'm busy doing my project in Physics. Wellllll about vectors. It's seriously hard guys. I wanna cryyyyyy~
So I've made a sketch already. Tomorrow, I'm gonna do the list of the vectors I've used. Huhuhu. Torture.

But wait, I am not yet even done studying for my Day 1 exams. Then tomorrow when I get home, I'll finish my project then study for my second days exams. Whaaaaat. It's too tiring right? Well. I know He'll be there for me tomorrow. Fighting!