Not much of a happy day.

Well, everyday is a happy day. I always laugh too much each day because of my classmates. Today was different. I still laughed a lot. We laughed a lot especially during our AP time.. But.. During Math time, ugh. Not that happy. I (We) got a low score (in fact, the lowest) in our activity yesterday. But, my partner was Pam. What we did was we divided the numbers to answer. I answered2 and 4, and some in 5 while she answered 1 and 3. So when we checked it, we only got correct answers in the numbers I did. Well, at first I was really disappointed with her :( But then I realized that I shouldn't be. Then when we were about to continue answering numbers 6-10, she suddenly asked me, "Gusto mo pa akong maka-partner?" I answered yes and gave her a smile. Then I just taught her what I did. Her way of computing in her calculator is wrong. So there, I just taught her. Still, until now, I still feel bad. I don't know why but I'm definitely not mad at her. Maybe still because of the low score. Anyway, I still have a lot of chances to get over that score.

4th day. Diagnostic 2nd day and Election day.

Sooo. We had the second and our last day of the Diagnostic test. During Spanish, I can't understand a thing! OMG. I'll definitely fail that one. Hmmm.. So in the afternoon, we had to sign up on different clubs again. And as usual, I was in the LRC club. And was elected as muse again. Yes. For the fourth time! Four years being in HS, four years being an LRC club member/officer, and four years being the school level muse! I wasn't really expecting that I'd win this time because they my batch mates also like the first year representative. She is really pretty. And then there, we have to introduce ourselves. And shoot! I was talking stupidly, really. It's like the grade seven students are better than me. I can't speak straight and I always eat my words! That was a bit embarrassing for me. I was actually nervous that time lol. I'm really not used of talking in front of a lot of people. I have stage fright. Not good right? But ugh, how can I prevent it?
Oh and yeah! Kristelle likes my Kai, too! And she even told me to pass some KPOP videos to her phone 'coz she said that maybe she'd like KPOP as well. :))))))
Ah! And my boy classmates are soooooo noisy! They are a lot noisier than us girls! Ave Joe, Mamen, B2.. those guys have really a big mouth! lol just kidding again. But I really like their jokes. I always laugh.. Yeah always.

3rd day.. (late post)

So yesterday... we had a speed test! lol just kidding. It's actually a diagnostic test. But since we don't know the answers, it turned out to be a speed test. I wanna share the things happened in the afternoon. I had spazzing moments with my KPOP lover classmates. I was so so happy that time! We kept on laughing, shouting, and making noise! It's really fun spazzing with others. Unlike my junior year in hs, I was the only one there who likes KPOP.

The Second Day.

Fortunately, I really had fun today. But to be honest, it was more fun yesterday. I think I was just stressed because I was thinking a lot. And really, I am scaring myself. Things turned out a bit good today. Well, maybe except for Biotechnology (my elective) ugh. My teacher called me, then she gets no response for me. Not that bad for me. I didn't have eye contact to her, but since she almost called everyone in the class, I have that feeling that she'd call me sooner or later. Then there. I felt that she was looking at me that time (I can see it through the left of my eye). She even called me 'ay ayan, ang baby ko'. Lol seriously Ma'am? You were my adviser during my Sophomore year but you gave me low grades. Weeelll. So much for that.
Next, Chemistry time. I was really thinking about it often, one of the reasons why I was stressed yesterday. I even kept on asking my other classmates on how was is she during discussions.. like that. I was really scared and thinking of .. what if I couldn't answer her question? I am seriously not good in Science. But today was quite good though I have a low score on our exercises. Well I think almost everyone of us got a low score. :D
And yeah. Today and tomorrow was supposed to be our Diagnostic Test dayss. But unfortunately, it was moved tomorrow until Thursday. Still good. So tomorrow.. we'll have a half-day test and on the afternoon, we'll clean.. I think?
Wait, okay. Mathematics. Hmmm.. We started doing an activity.. But our group will just pass ours tomorrow. So we'll have -1. Awww. Anyway, not that bad, unless I get a good score.
Research. I must honestly say that this is one of my favorite subjects this year. Maybe I'm just saying this because I'm not cramming unlike the others. Since we have started our research last school year, we aren't cramming that much these days. We have started already. But I feel sad for the others who are still searching for a research title.

First day of school.

STRESSFUL. I am really stressed today. I don't know why. Maybe I'm pressuring myself too much. Maybe I'm being paranoid. I'm scaring myself. I don't knowwwwww. T.T
I seriously cried when I got home.
We have a lot of things to do. Actually most of my batchmates are stressed thinking about their research.. But me? I think of what would happen to me during Chemistry and Biotechnology classes. I am really not good in Science. I wanna cry agaiiiin. How can I survive?

And yea, vacation's almost over :/

Yahhh~ Our vacation is almost over. A few more days before the school year starts. Whaaaaaaat. I'm not even prepared. Actually, and to be honest, this is the very first time in my whole life where in I am not really prepared with school. I keep on thinking if I am lacking some school stuff. I don't know. I just don't feel.. good. HAHA. I don't want to go to school yettttt. I still want to sleep longer.. And more time watching videos of my favorite idols. Waaaaah.

Hmmm.. Weird?

Okay. I'm just gonna share this fact.
I am totally in love with someone. I've fallen so hard on him. Hmm.. Guess who it is? It's Lee Donghae. So what's weird with that? Let me just share this one fact about him. His father already passed away :/ It was year 2006.
I'm done with the first fact. I'll proceed with the second one now.
I have this special someone. He's really really kind. And this one thing I really love about him is that he supports me with my fan-girling on KPOP. Here's a fact: his father passed away last year (2011) :/
Have you figured it out?
Two special persons in my life had lost their father already.
Me? Hmm.. Let me just tell this. We are not living with my father.. My mom and dad are separated.. but not legally yet.
Soooo.. that's it.
What's with this life?